I have thought long and hard about this blog,
What should be my theme? should I even blog?

It seems logical to express and blog how creativity and writing came to my rescue when there was nothing left to anchor me to this world.

Reflecting back on my journey it was not the illness or the cause, it was the deep inner quiet, stillness and awareness that was left deep in my heart, as all my surface patterns and ego dissolved over time.
As I dropped into a profound stillness {my brain shut down 3 times,} all I could do was surrender to what was, the void, the black, it became my friend, my home, I was able to just sink into the black and deeply rest, in that deep rest the healing journey could began.

As I slowly emerged from that state all that now remains is the magic of the journey, all memory of pain and isolation a distant memory.
What is left is a quiet sense of joy and stillness in being stripped of all outer ego trappings, being reborn into the light with a deep inner certitude that we are all magical beings with amazing potential and individual powers that make a connected whole. We are the SUNS of the creator.

After a time in the void, creativity and art came to my rescue.
Because my brain had shut down, it could not think or perceive where I was in my journey.
I found I was able to paint what my heart knew and when I look back on my paintings my art tells a story of a quite other inner journey. Magical mystical, more out there than here on this earthly plane. A place where everything was okay as is.

The amazing experiences of the mystical and the magic of deep connection to nature and other outer worldly beings and elementals who assisted me with healing and visions. Teaching me how to walk this path of love to counter all that is not that.

My enduring message to others we are all connected and have these amazing abilities to counter all that is not whole on this plane. To walk fearlessly through the storms, to connect to a deep place in the heart that no fear can touch.

I plan to blog once per week on various super human abilities I discovered on my journey. I know that all sentient beings have similar abilities, waiting to be discovered in the heart.